Why we mistake our performance for our personality
At first, the mask is just a tool.
We use it to fit in.
To avoid conflict.
To stay close to the people we depend on.
But something quiet happens over time.
We start forgetting it’s a mask.
And we start believing:
- “I’m just not emotional.”
- “I always keep it together.”
- “I’m the one who helps others—not the one who needs help.”
- “If I’m not achieving, I’m nothing.”
This is identity formed in survival.
It doesn’t feel fake.
It feels real—because it worked.
You were rewarded for it.
You were safer in it.
You were seen through it.
But the problem is:
You were only seen through it.
The rest of you?
Invisible.
Unvalidated.
Buried.
We don’t become our true self by force.
We become our true self by noticing what we’re still performing.
- Who do you become when you feel unsafe?
- Who are you when no one’s watching?
- What parts of you show up when love feels unconditional?
That’s where we begin.
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