How patriarchy rewired our need for love—and how to return it to ourselves
1. The Spell We Grew Up Under
We weren’t taught to love ourselves.
We were taught to perform—to be what others wanted.
To win love. Earn it. Deserve it.
But that’s not love. That’s obedience.
2. Two Roads, Same Trap
- Women were told to be desirable—to be chosen
- Men were told to be strong—to be respected
Different scripts, same emptiness.
A hunger for love that never truly sees us.
3. Real Love Doesn’t Come From Above
You don’t need to be loved by them to be worthy.
You need to be loved by you.
Because no external love can fill the hole created by self-abandonment.
4. Breaking the Mirror
The first act of rebellion is to stop asking:
“Do they love me?”
And start asking:
“Do I love me—even when no one else claps?”
5. The Way Back
Self-love isn’t a feeling.
It’s a practice of protection, kindness, and truth.
It’s looking in the mirror and not flinching.
It’s saying:
“I will not betray myself again just to be allowed in.”
From Self-Love to Human Love
When love begins within, it naturally flows outward.
Not as sacrifice. Not as control.
But as care. Protection. Shared truth.
That’s how we build real community:
- Where no one has to beg for worth
- Where no one needs to dominate to be seen
- Where love isn’t a prize, but a way of being
This is what patriarchy erased:
That love is strongest when it begins at home—inside us.
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